Fall Break
Monday, October 12th, 2009So, today I didn’t have classes because it was fall break. I feel like I’ve done absolutely nothing. And I don’t like that. I have an outline and bibliography due on Wednesday, and I think I have them ready to turn it in, but I have a sneaking suspicion I’m not done revising it. I feel like something that ought to take 30 minutes takes 3 hours. And I don’t like that. I brought my harp home for the long weekend so I could practice. How much have I practiced in the last 4 days? 30 minutes! And I don’t like that. What HAVE I done? Watched tv. I think I’m addicted to tv. I used to be so ‘unusual’ and never watched tv when I ought to have been doing homework and never wasted time on facebook and never ignored my friends in the middle of a conversation because “I had to respond to a text.” I do now. And I don’t like that. Do I have hope? Can I become a successful former tv and facebook and electronics addict? I’m going to try.
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So, today I didn’t have classes because it was fall break. That means I didn’t have to get up early. And I like that. I did have to go to the doctor’s office this morning though, so I got to chat with my mom in the car on the way there and afterwards we went to the Marion Public Library together. And I like that. I got to talk on the phone last night with a friend from Oberlin. And I like that. I got a new book from the library today – an Agatha Christie I’ve never read. And I like that. I got to go out to dinner tonight with my dad and some other guys from out fantasy baseball league to celebrate the conclusion of the season. And I like that. I was encouraged by a message from Hebrews that my dad gave at a retirement home/assisted living center yesterday. And I like that. I hope I can continue to restore and strengthen my relationships with family, friends, and with Jesus. I hope so. I’m going to try.

